"Don't look in, don't look in."
"SHOOOOT. Why didn't I look in?"
._________.


CONFUSED INSIDE OUT.
I have a stirred up, upside down, inside out feeling.
And I feel like it's the end of the world.
I'm becoming emotional, according to my Mum. She tried doing some shopping to cheer me up.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
From now ons, when I want more clothes I'll just pretend to be depressed.
Ah. Won't do that anyway=)


WHEN YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO, YOU SEEK HELP YOU PRETEND TO KNOW.
I just don't know what to do.
.________.

Will you recognize my voice?
Do you even know my name?

Notice you, noticing me.

"Mum, I wanna go for GB camp."
"Ask Daddy."
"Dad, I wanna go for GB camp."
"Go ask your mother."
._____________.



WHEN YOU CRAVE FOR A YES, YOU'LL DEFINITELY GET A NO.
I guess I'll just stop waiting.
.__________.
But, I really hope to see you again.


NEEDLES.
The A.T.T. jab's on monday.
I'm sorry if I were to scream or use any vulgar words, okay?
.___________.

Time, is going by so much faster than I.
Can't you take the first step?

"It's my life, it's now or never.
None of us is gonna live forever."



STILL.
4 days in a row.

...& counting.

Dearest Jo and Sheetal,
sorry and thank you for replying all my texts. HAHAHAHA(:

Stare

"Is it a mutualism or what?"

STILL WAITING.

It's been a day. How long more?

Oh my pants.

Alpha

"I'm not hungry."
"Eat. I don't care."
"I'm not hungry."

AWAITING.

I have too many distractions. I am so easily distracted. ._________.
I made a new year resolution to be a nerd. But, you can tell that it's definitely not working.
English lessons are getting so terribly boring that I can fall asleep with my eyes wide open.
There is no use copying and pasting everything from your socalled English Bible to the board into our books.
Which part of GoingGreen do you not understand?
Anyway, we're gonna be having our 'Merentas Desa' programme tomorrow in our school compound. More like Merentas Sekolah or Berjalan Di Sekolah. :/




Oh, you make me smile.
It's not the food that I want.(:

Am I invisible?

"Such a nice girl."
"Yeah."

JUST ANOTHER PUZZLE WITH A MISSING PIECE.

Sometimes you really wonder what are other people thinking about. Especially when they keep looking at you, and when you're pretending to not look at them, when you're secretly staring back at the corner of your eye.
What's exactly running in their head.
What do they mean when they twitch their lips.
It's difficult to read between the lines.
And things happen, unpredictable things.
Then you realize, that life's not a bleak after all=)




I definitely absolutely hundredpercently going there. Not there, there. THERE! :D

HAHAHAHAHA=)

We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you,
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.

That it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood im in.

Let us pay for you!
dont 'feel bad'
We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say 'thank you.

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.

or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown,
Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!!

Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population
and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

"You girls have got to take your chairs to the open hall on Monday."
"OH! We're sitting on chairs?"
"It's for the teachers lah."
"ASSHOLEEEEE."
LOL.

Setbacks

"Lee, Ohemgeeeee."
"Hahah. Told you."


Holidays passed too quickly, and now seconds feel like hours weeks.
Installation Day's tomorrow(: HAHAHA.
Let's just pray that I won't trip and fall flat on my face.


- to be continued! =)

Time is going by, so much faster than I

I really should stop going online so often.
Anyway, school's been schoolcalistic (whatever that means :P).
It's bad in a good way.(:

(:

When the whole world's against you

There's no need to scream.



RIGHT :P










It's a wonderful world.(:




I know this whole thing is pointless.=)

=)

"Nothing is built to last."


It's not that I mind doing house chores.
It's just that...I'll miss you.
Stay.

Adam Lambert canine version.=D

Okay.Where do I start.
My 15-times-7-year-old dog humped my 5-month-year-old puppy. and VICE VERSA.
Lol.
Which concludes that they are both equally flippin' gay.

Loner

It's the first weekend of the first week of school of the first pile of form3 homework of books with FORM3 stated on the cover. Joy =|
We had to draw a map on the first day of school.
But this year's teacher(s) are funnier and more talkative compared to other years, which is an awesome thing(:
I can't believe i'm in form3. :O


Gotta go for Math.
Tooods.

Whut?

It's a new year, already? Gee.
2009's school break seemed to be speedier than other years. Oh well.
I do not have a new year's resolution,apparently. Should I have one? Maybe it's too late after all. XP
Something's really wrong with Ares. I CAN'T FRECKING DOWNLOAD ANYTHING.
GAH.
We'll all be going to school again in 2 days.
New Year wasn't that bad. Ended the year watching listening to fireworks, because well apparently the fireworks display was behind the house. Yup.

"What do you feel with the separaters on?"
"It feels nice."
"Doesn't it hurt?"
"I like to bite my teeth together to feel the pain. It feels like a blueblack. IN YOUR MOUTH. How cool is that?" *grins*
"You like pain?" *lifts eyebrow*
"I like this one."
"Sadist." *sighs* You know, those people who like cutting themselves till they bleed and stuff?"
"Uhh. Yeah?"
"Don't end up like that."
LOL.