Fringe

"I don't have any reasons, I've left them all behind." 

EARCANDY. 

I Just Want To Be Your Everything by Andy Gibb. 

It amazes me how much a song can do to one. As for this one -- it makes me feel, happy. 

*idiotic smile* 

CHINESE.

Yesterday I had my very first model-like experience. 

I have zero clues about eye shadow or blush or fake eyelashes (boy, are they heavy) and yesterday was indeed truly an eye-opening experience. 

A chinese-themed closet plus an ancient touch hair-do. 

It may not be much but it means so much to me :) 

THANK YOU WINNIE YIP! :) 

Pictures here

SHADOWDANCING

We often let ourselves be affected by the littlest things. 

Here's a tip ; 

let go. 

Count your blessings :) 

Loves,

C

Á nouveau

Perhaps I'm a little too late to bid a new year to all, and perhaps I'm a little too irresponsible to leave this blog here to slowly wither and die and all my pictures in my previous post are all gone. WHY OH WHY THIS IS HEARTBREAKING.

But anyhow,

Things have been different. Much.

I didn't mark a fullstop to 2012 with pom-poms and balloons ; neither did I start 2013 with smiles and giggles.

I have had a fair amount of arguments, misunderstandings, tears, and I do not wish to elaborate on that.

I haven't done half the things I thought I would do after SPM.

I have had several insomnia nights.

I haven't been going to the gym as I said I would on New Year's Day and hence, another new year's resolution that never happened. (Perhaps, not yet)

I have been watching a lot of movies, baking and wondering how would life is going to be.

I have been thinking back & looking forward a whole truckload lot.

I have realised who my true friends are.

I have learned from my mistakes.

I have finally learned that it is important to move on

;


& I have.

Loves,

C

At first sight

Its true when they say that its best to keep your mouth shut.
Why have I been stubborn. Self, smart move, smart move.

Gossips. They hurt just like papercuts. Its a choice whether to ignore, or to endure.
Leave out the rest.

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving.” 

Worthy

Destructive distractions haunt me. Same applies to every soul out there.....right?

Hold that thought. I'll come back to that.

Raindropsonwindow has rather been a pointless page on the internet waiting to rot. And came along someone whom I recently met, who reminds me of this page,
so here goes.

Weekends are all scheduled. GB Camp's next on the list.
New faces, new smiles.
Priorities.

Your questions, were left unanswered. 

heck with it, i'm confused. 

"Don't ask for the meaning of life. You define it."

Honour

That constant voice in your head, that annoyance which keeps reminding you of imperfectness.

pause

Maybe this is what its supposed to be?

Hatch-tag

"Too many worries make you an old man."



A proposal on Minute-To-Win-It?
Doesn't that scream super duper cool to you??

So, exactly how much is too much? 

C

When's mine?

"It'd be cool if we never met if we never locked eyes then I'd feel so happy not knowing you're so fine."
-- Good Charlotte

Coco Rocha. 

Now i'm beginning to wonder if my dreams are ever gonna come true,

C

Rawr

"To hell with my pride." -- Keith Urban

Drink with me? 

Loves, 

C

Earth Elements

"Oh, twice as much ain't twice as good." -- John Mayer



Was watching Miss Earth 2011 last night. And guess who was on tv?

Jason Godfrey. 

Just saying :),

C

Finders Keepers

"Now I've found you, flightless bird." -- Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine



The way he looks at her. The way he kisses her when she was in the middle of saying something.
The way he holds her hand, and that assurance that he'll never let go.
I find it really beautiful. 

Loves, 

C

Feathers

Haven't been sleeping well for the past 4 days. 

Slept at 5.00am last night. 

What's going on? 

Thousand years, it shall be.

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,

love leaves a memory no one can steal. 

You're still being missed quite terribly,

C

One Direction

Waking up to songs like this, 

Seeing faces as such,

Holidays are such bliss, 

No need for cash or expensive brunch. 

Loves, 

C

Utter Pointlessness

"They'll judge like they know you and me."

Warmth

Nothing comes easy, nothing. 

Loves,
C

Whisper

"If love is the answer, could you please rephrase your question?"

Do I even matter? 

"Nah."

Papercutouts

"You said that you loved me, so what did you go away?" -- Last Kiss, Taylor Swift



As a prompt my butt here on this pathetic maroon computer chair, I decided to hit some sing-alongs on my playlist when I realize that its ThanksGiving today! Eventhough we do not make a hulaballoo over here, but I have a lot to be thankful for this year.
So here goes:

***

Thank You God. Thank you blessing and granting me all these amazing people around me. Thank you for the gift of life, the gift of family and friends. I would not be the person I am if it wasn't for You, dear Lord.
Please continue using me to show Your everlasting love to everyone else in this world that You created. Please help me to become the person You created me to be, Lord. Thank you for 2011.

Hey Mommy my guardian angel sent from heaven. Thanks mommy. For everything. I know you do read my blog. :) I'm sorry for not behaving and for all the mistakes that I did throughout this whole entire year. Mommy I want you to know that you are the most beautiful, prettiest inside-and-out, amazing, patient, enduring, loving, bestestestestest (yes mommy i know this word does not exist but i mean it), mother in this whole entire universe. Thank you for choosing me as your daughter for this lifetime. Thank you Mommy. I promise to make you proud. 

This is the most unflattering picture of you. Hah! Revenge, silly boy! Thanks for being my pillar of strength when I needed a shoulder to cry on, Cal. Really. I might not say this often, but you are the awesomest, coolest, handsomest brother anyone can ever ask for. I am so fortunate and bless for having a brother like you. Peace out, rockstar. 

You! Annoying little miss talkative. Thank you for all the crazy times, our TaylorSwift times, and everything else that we shared together. I truly appreciate every single second we spent together. Gosh I sound so lesbian right now. This don't come really often so you better appreciate this okay. Hahhaa. Just so you know I still keep all your random stick-ons you know. (specially the blue one from the chemistry lab) I am so blessed to have a friend like you. You know I love you. I'm sure you do. :) 

A HUGE THANK YOU to everyone else out there. You know who you are.  

I'm pretty stoked that you read this whole thing. I commend you for that. This is a ridiculously long post and you could've spent your last 4minutes doing something else. So to you....thank you so much. 

Just like our last.

Loves, 

C

Cold Coffee

"Don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine." -- Ours, Taylor Swift.


Hello fellow blog-walkers and to those who happen to stumble to my blog which has been rather lifeless for the pass umpteen months. It's the start of the holidays! I'd drink for that. :)

I haven't got any plans right now but I hope to do something useful at least. I shall bake. Rawr. Fear me!

I have attempted baking in the past.

WHEN
During mid-term break.

WHAT
I wanted to bake a butter cake as it was the easiest in the cookbook. (See, babysteps. Wisdom. ;)

HOW
Everything turned out fine initially. After a good 45 minutes in the oven, my dreams of boasting about baking shattered like a flimsy china dropped on concrete floor. It was burnt and charred. Oh. Duh. Agony.

THEN, WHAT HAPPENED?
My family enjoyed the bits and pieces of the cake that weren't burnt. I have so much to thank for, really. At the top of the list? My family. :)


So yes! I go way back when it comes to kitchen issues. I shall now turn over a new leaf and I shall embrace my past and pick myself up for a better future in baking. Oh yeah.

I hope my dreams will take me somewhere magical and lovely.

Loves, 

C

There's so much to do.

8.9 on the scale.

Hand in hand, heart to heart,
Let's pray for Japan and every other part of the world.